not that anyone cares

I write this blog randomly not all that anyone actually sees it or cares but for my own thoughts to maybe exist somewhere in the void on a server somewhere maybe even after I'm gone.

Life the last year and 6 months has been hell. And I hope one day I'm able to feel better. I'm turning 30 in just a few days and I feel like my life has no meaning.

College grad, good job, pretty fun band, yeah but everything I care most about isn't real anymore and my country is a bunch of Nazis.... I don't know what to do or how to feel.

Many nights I wish if a God truly did exist they would fix it all or let me sleep forever.

Till another day, maybe as many as I can

Signing off

-Austin S